My Quarrantine Diary

The day that; my husband Theo Gaspard, got to finally come home, I was shocked, there is really no words to share how I was feeling that first time we saw each other, after being separated for nearly two in a half weeks, it would have been more, if it were not only been for the many prayers, but also for the extra help from his family, since my sister in law, Monica is a nurse, then we can have him recuperate at her place, then we can finally be reunited once again, I was over-joyed and even filmed our ride home from the live stream via, Facebook, and we had been here at my sister in law's house, for about three day's in quarantine, since we can't drive and are special needs people, we need extra help in times of crisis such as this, Corona-virus, or COVID19 pandemic of 2020, talk about a purge time, this is it.  We would also have been married for about eleven years, would have been twelve if he makes it, October fourth, 2008, its a matter of faith and time, if he heals or not, if he passes away, will surely make a lot of people sad, including myself. At least; he didn't have the COVID19, he was tested negative, thank goodness for that. I married an older guy; he is sixty-one years old, and I'm forty-seven, were about fifteen years apart, but age is just a number, especially when it comes to love, which has no limitations, love transcends all good things, we take one day at a time now. We are adjusting well; at my sister in law's house, Theo has a nice hospital bed to recuperate on, and for the record, because I know a lot of you had asked, what is wrong with my husband? Well; from reading the text from my other sister in law Patrice, that Theo has blood clots in all four extremities, that the Doctor ordered medicine to help dissolve the clots, also in spite of that, he has pneumonia, meaning the flu, so as stated earlier, he was tested negative for the COVID19, also he had to get an MRI done, that they had to explain the process to him, as he can't understand somethings quickly, but least he had a sitter with him, so he wasn't completely alone in the hospital, however, we were NOT allowed to visit him at the hospital, even though we were family, even though I am his wife, that did not matter who we were, could be the pope in Rome, maybe wouldn't let him through, but there were security guards at the doors of the hospital and a news van at the front my live video happened to capture that for a split second.  Since; Theo has a hard time with his own cellphone, he had to had help with the main hospital's phone, and I hated to disturb their center, howeve this was a different case since we werent able to visit him, I had to at least call my husband, and one time we managed to do a video chat when he picked up his phone for once, that was amazing, but having to adjust to this new home and life-style is not as hard as, I thought, because I'm usually a stay at home wife, anyways, no big deal, other than the fact, that we couldn't visit my husband, really broke my heart, and I really thought, we were never going to see my husband again, so miracles still do happen, were togehter again, even though it's not at our home, we are adjusting well at my sister in law's house, and thanks for their kind hospitalitiality, this would never been possible, for us to be togehter, as it should be, so remember to say, I love you to your loved ones, as tomorrow is never promised, this is day number three, since we are in quarratined, together with my husband and his and my family, I will see my mom and stepdad and brother Matt on visits, I'll miss them too now, but what a change for the better, its funny, but not funny, just saying how all this just happened all at once, when Theo gotten sick, was the day the whole world got sick, with the COVD19, stay home, it saves lives, and stay safe, thank you to all the nurses, that is also training me, I dont mind to help my husband to get better, as long as were in this together is what matters most, and for the record also, I've been seeing angels, just tonight, I saw a quick glimpse of one, that had like a dark robe, just hope its not the death angel, I will really be broken hearted again, after losing my father from brain cancer about three years ago, I can't even imagine life without my husband, but if he has to go, I will understand, and at least he will finally be at peace, its for better or worse seems like now, just pray it will be for better!