Hard to Say Goodbye!

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One thing that will always remember and haunt me, when my late husband was at the UCLA hospital where he eventually passed, the nurses would help with his beding and the other thing that made my heart sank not only cause I couldn't be there because of the pandemic, only by Skype at least well when they had to help him up to the stand up wheelchair to even look out the window, when before he could easily done it himself just can't get over the fact he was so helpless and I wish that I would of been there on his last days, just had to get this story out thats been in my mind forever, I know its been couple years since he passed, but the emptiness will never go away but I know part of me went with him too and, I have an amazing angel along with my dad passed few years before from brain cancer, I wish that I could of been there too just hard sometimes but if it wasn't for faith and prayers, I may be back and forth with depression I feel its my fault thats why I had hard time to deal with these major loses in my life, but I know its time to move on and see what the Lord has in store anyway later guys!

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