My Paranormal Experiences

You guys know; when you love someone, that they are gone from your life, which the old famous saying goes, "absence makes love stronger," which I'm finding true, sad but true, and you never know when you love someone until they are gone, that is part of life, death is part of life as well, so even though my husband and I are just temporarily separated, it helps us to make our love stronger...You never know, when you truly miss someone, our love grows stronger...the waiting time is the time to reflect on our own personal strengths, and weaknesses, after all, we're only humans, least some of us are humans, sorry bad joke lol...its good to take the light of things, and not to take things so serious, or take things so tightly, its good to not only spend some time alone, but to spend some time with friends, and family that understand you, and we also have that extended family, that I like to call from the spiritual plane, we have our extended family from the heavens above,...

Well; today was a long day, as I got to finally go back home, but by myself and my younger brother, Matt pick me up, it felt good just to be in a car, haven't been out for about three weeks.  I like to go places; sometimes, with my hubby, as he is still quarantined at the hospital. but least he is at a better place, and his sister is a nurse there and stays with him sometimes.  I just want to say a big thank you guys; if your reading this, for all who shoed me some hospitality, you know who you are, and it was great to spend some time with you guys too.  I look forward; to going back soon, to visit and spend some time with my hubby, as he has to get a bit stronger, for his final leg surgery, he had minor heart surgery, that seem to be ok, well now we both had heart surgeries, however, mine was a bit more opened heart surgery, I had my first one when I was just an infant, and my last one was around four years of age, I never had to take any medicines for it, but I do have ...

Looks like; I'll be heading home tomorrow finally after all they keep changing the surgery date, so they can get Theo stronger, he was able to sit up on his own today at least!

Well here's another Update; I have to stay at my sister-in-law's house for another week, as expected, they're postponing the leg surgery for my husband, there is no set date yet for it's as they have to get him a bit stronger, I sure do miss home, but if it takes another week being quarantined than I guess have to, then I can visit my husband before and after the surgery!

Today; woke up to the sound of the train, so no needs for an alarm clock here, still also quarantined at my sister-in-law's house now for about three weeks, this is another time without my hubby, in fact, he is still, at the hospital, and waiting for them to amputate part of his left leg as of tomorrow, least his body is still with us, that's the main thing.  So far; we haven't Skyped yet today, getting worried, but I know he is not alone, his sister that is a nurse there is taking care of him too, they have a great team of doctors and nurses, so hands down to them all, working with people with or without the COVID19, they truly our heroes of this time, don't forget to thank them today, oh by the way, happy 420 day today...4/20/20!

Today we mostly Skyped, so we can at least see each other through video chat, since we're both being Quarantined from COVID19, apparently now there going to amputate his left leg from knee down on Tuesday, I'll keep y'all posted once I learn more, stay safe!

As I listened to Dr. Phil today; he says were in our 35th day of quarantine here in the California, US, so far that is the record, and for my one time walks, I stay the rest of the time quarantined at my sister-in-law's house, until my husband returns from the hospital.  At least; Dr. Phil is right about one thing, we can still video chat, or talk or text, to practice social distancing, even if our depression sinks in, which mine does sometimes, which is normal, in spite of whats going on, I tend to have mild depression from time to time. I try to keep myself busy; or I also call this my "downtime," meaning meditation time to myself, and really listening to what God and angels have to say, they have been talking, so its good to set yourself time every day to just relax, and meditate and or reflect on things that matter most, even if it is a favorite hobby while listening to soft music, that is a form of meditation, when we are talking to God and angels, that is called pra...

This is what; I wrote to the LA Times: Nicole Gaspard Email: nicolegaspard8@gmail.com Blogger.com: https://nicolerae72.blogspot.com/ My experience while my husband was Quarantined Written By; Nicole Gaspard It all started around the same time; when the COVID19 crisis started, last month or so.   That was when; our lives also changed, as my husband Theo Gaspard, was sick with pneumonia twice now that he is at a better hospital, with his the sister that is a nurse there at the UCLA hospital.   At least; Theo was tested negative from the COVID19 virus, we were so relieved of that.   It was hard; not to see him at the other hospital, for the past couple of weeks, we were not allowed to visit him, due to the COVID19, and were both special needs people, and him being there by himself, must have been a shock, as he couldn’t hardly speak when we finally managed to bring him back home to his sister in-laws, in which I’m being quarantined un...

Well; I woke up to some good news this morning, that the hospital, is helping my husband to move to another room since he is doing better. However; he is getting a procedure done for his sore left foot, that had swelled up from the blood clots, I think they're putting a stick to his leg so he can try to walk, there will be some therapy, I"m sure of it, which will be a sign of great healing and recovery, especially at his age, this is a downright miracle, he is surviving this ordeal, at this time of world crisis. They're working on visitation rights, for his family and me, so hopefully, that will go well also, thanks for your all support and prayers at this time, always say you love your loved ones because they can be gone in a blink of an eye. It looks like; I'm staying here at my sister-in-laws house, for one more week, which is fine, even though I do miss my parents and our four doggies. We have to make sure; Theo is going to make it, looks like he will make it, we...

I got to sleep on the hospital bed last night; wasnt too bad, and we finally got to video chat or see Theo at the hospital, last night and this morning, he seem so week and tired, miss him already!

Hey what's up guys; I know its running late again, but had to share what's been happening... Well got to see Theo finally on video chat, hes still at the hospital with my sister in law, least hes not alone, but I'm going stir crazy, so unfair we cant visit cause of the stupid COVID19 virus, I feel so bad for him or anyone suffering at this time of crisis, stay safe guys, and thanks to my sister in law that's taking care of him and staying with him at the hospital!

I lose track of time; sometimes, so I don't know what day it is that I left off here anyway.  Today is a good day; we finally helped Theo to not only get in a wheelchair, but to also have Chris that is also training nurse, I guess, (forgot his title), anyways, thank goodness there is someone with Theo that he knows this time, to go to the hospital for a second opinion, from a specialist, since he has more then one thing going on with him now, and he also not only bedridden for the past week or so, its a miracle that he is up in his wheelchair, and heading to the hospital, least this time he won't be all by himself, as he needs someone to speak up for him since he's not only has a week heart, but also has special needs, (like myself, but I'm higher handicapped).  I never thought; I'd see this day, to see my husband bedridden and so sick, just breaks my heart to see him or anyone has to suffer like that, but if he does have to go to heaven, he will always be in my he...

Well today; Theo did pretty well at eating his soft goods and liquids, just a matter of going to the bathroom is a bit slower, he seems a bit tired, after all, he was up through-out the night, I think it helps if, I help him to relax a bit before he goes to sleep, that seem to work last night. I'm here either on the couch or next to him on the small chair, which is quite comfortable. I was holding up pretty good until last night,  it suddenly hit me, I hate to see anyone suffer this fate, but we all have to go sometimes, death is part of life, yin, and yang, going to get that tattoo done maybe shortly for my birthday if the COVID19 crisis lockdown lifts up, by my birthday, which will be a great present!

Day #5: I woke up on the couch that my sister in law let me use, as were staying with them to help my husband Theo to hope to recover from terrible pneumonia, he had suffered great sickness and had blood clots on all four extremities, also his left foot is really bad condition, due from the blood clots, almost had to remove it, but because of his week heart, that the doctors decided not to remove it, and we are praying for a miracle that he will be healed. We are adjusting well; at my sister-in-law's house,  that is a nurse and helps a lot, and other two sisters, are in charge of other things around the house, as there are like about eight or more people, ya eight seems right living at the same house, as for me, I'm not used to living with a large family, this is new for all of us, sometimes we have to sacrifice somethings in order, to bring others well being. Like; that is why, I"m sacrificing, putting off the weekly live stream via Facebook, with Kristin and Bill, nothi...

It's been another sleepless night, quarantined here with my hubby and in laws, least my were together, I've been seeing many angels, as I have a gift of foresight or seer of supernatural world, since I was younger because I guess that I'm different then most people and angels and spirits tend to be drawn to me like magnets, so I'm quite used to them being around me and my family, I can even film them sometimes and capture some amazing orbs, some might be dust, but when one suddenly shows up the same spot where I seen a angels tip of his wing, then I knew it wa something, I saw the angel for a split second as they tend to be shy and or dont want to scare me so, that why I guess I saw them for a short time, they move quick, this angel might be the archangel Michael that was also assigned to guard my hubby, my angel guarding name Jacob told me and my family says I was right as they even name my husband middle name was in fact Michael after the archangel, I never knew that,...

The day that; my husband Theo Gaspard, got to finally come home, I was shocked, there is really no words to share how I was feeling that first time we saw each other, after being separated for nearly two in a half weeks, it would have been more, if it were not only been for the many prayers, but also for the extra help from his family, since my sister in law, Monica is a nurse, then we can have him recuperate at her place, then we can finally be reunited once again, I was over-joyed and even filmed our ride home from the live stream via, Facebook, and we had been here at my sister in law's house, for about three day's in quarantine, since we can't drive and are special needs people, we need extra help in times of crisis such as this, Corona-virus, or COVID19 pandemic of 2020, talk about a purge time, this is it.  We would also have been married for about eleven years, would have been twelve if he makes it, October fourth, 2008, its a matter of faith and time, if he heals or...